i hope its temporary. But recently, im starting to miss those times when we're together, even though its years back and it doesnt last very long, your da first whom i really felt what love is like. thats what i thought..still remember to da minute details where i lost our movie tickets from our first movie outing..to the times i walked u home..getting warm and unforgettable hugs from you..da times u cheered me up with just that cute smile of yours..and fyi, it havent changed till today..im still finding a gd excuse why i let u go that easily years back..never wanted to..but i never want to hold u back..im not asking for a patch..im not asking u to be more than just friends..i really really just missed those days..and im sorry for whatever i said a few days back..whatever it is, never meant to hurt u in one way or another..ive picked myself up =D and i hope u forgive me. Sorry for being a lil emotional here..its been awhile..
