
ETERNAL FLAME
yeaps! been looking for one over the past years. have yet to find one. maybe i should turn gay. LMAO. things been looking good lately. Hopefully uncle collin will be my mentor and ill be on my way to have what i want in life..
On a side note, im happy for my dearest little sister. I figured she finally found the right one for her. KUDOS! I wish her all the best in the new chapter of her life. Im really really happy for her. Despite the rough period she's having for the past couple of months, i guess things are turning out for her. As much as i wanna be there for her, im sorry if im not there =/ well at least now i know someone else will be looking and taking of her better =) Never get to see her much lately but i can feel she's feeling much better now..heh..tsk..
on other news..LOL. Surprise surprise, i bumped into someone past couple of days. I really not sure what im supposed to feel but hey, its fated for us to bump into each other. Despite everything that happened, i believe we both made mistakes and im not sure what happened after. I was kinda surprised she called out my name and kinda chatted a lil? kinda funny when i look back..mixed feelings all over..well despite everything that happened..hope shes happy with her life now..but theres this strong feeling in me saying shes not..whatever it is..hope she pulled through.. =)
Move on..people say..and i did.. as much as i dont want to..but i guess its the best for us..ive been there for her for the past 6 years.. never have i regret a single thing..despite whatever ive said.. ouhs wells..i guess thats for now =D

I know we've been thru alot..so much so ending everything even the friendship seemed harsh. but i will take the blame for everything. You will be much better without me around. Coz if im wrong, you will come back into my life once again..but please dont =)