Orange-Life

2011-12-30T03:44:00.002+08:00

STRESS!!!!!!!!!

When i first came to him, he didnt promise me much. But i believe in him and follow him thru. But finally, i figured out the magnitude of the responsibility he is handing me. Its beyond my wildest imagination and yet he made it seemed so easy.

Im stressed to the max knowing whats in store for me. and yet, im so looking forward to it. He has so much believe and faith in me that the last thing id do is to disappoint him. I never will, and will go all out just for him. Coz he is giving me the opportunity of a lifetime. Ill strive under tonnes of pressure. Just watch me...

2011-12-15T10:25:00.001+08:00

Come and support yo!!

Tucked in a sweet corner along Upper Serangoon Road, just before Boundary Road, our quaint little store provides catering, delivery and take-away services focusing on a contemporary selection of Japanese cuisine and our all-time favourite - Satay. We are committed to delight you with our exquisite menu of mouth watering selections at affordable prices. Our store is open on most days every week except on Wednesdays and public holidays.

2011-12-14T04:28:00.004+08:00

SWEEEEeeeeeeeettttttt....

What a weekend! We usually give endless surprise to each other. But i believe the past weekend surprise is the best one for me! I kinda was expecting cake and candles from my ever so lovely bunch of friends. But what made it so special is the person who held the cake =))))))))))))))))))))))

I would really wanna thank the guys and ladies, and of coz Rayne. Bro, just the thought of putting my sweetheart in the same room and to celebrate together is indeed priceless. I felt so touched and loved. I mean seriously. Even tho i dont show much emotions, i was super happy and felt really overwhelmed. Im really thankfully and grateful bout the whole thing =D Love you guys!

Sweetest pic to the max!!! 'when you look me in the eyes! and tell me that you love me....'

On other news, LOL, life has been good and kind to me. Surprisingly good. Except that its much more harder to see my sweetheart now that i started my full time. Well things dont always go the way we wanted it to be. But u dunno how much it mean to me for u to be that understanding and accommodating. Sighs....

2011-12-12T03:36:00.004+08:00

A home....

well i have one. But day after day, i feel more and more dreaded to be home. Its not as inviting anymore. Mum and dad are against me working the restaurant and wants me to get a 'proper' job. Whatever that means....

Yes, im stubborn. And yes i know they want the best for me. But im 23 and its my life. I dont wanna do sth i dont like, end up regretting it and blamed them for it. I want to write my own future and if it goes downwards, im solely to be blamed and not point fingers.

I never feel so alone before. Even my sis cant do much to help. this might be probably the lowest point in my life despite having a pretty good year. cant imagine whats going to happen if it gets worse...

Bby, whatever happens, i will always love you...

2011-12-08T02:45:00.004+08:00

u crossed my mind....

I treated you once a sister and i still do. I know we had our differences but im sure we're better than that. Its really disappointing that you decide to just walk out of my life without saying anything. It would have been a near perfect year for me if it wasnt for you. Coz i really treasure and appreciate who u are. I know u have your reasons, but still, it doesnt seem fair and i still think its just a waste to throw our friendship away...

Nevertheless, thank you for everything. I really love you as a sister and i dont wish to lose u. But then again, if its really happier for you to stay away from me, what can i say.. =)

2011-12-02T15:26:00.004+08:00

Back to December...

Here we go. Pumped up to start the business. Been waiting for a long long time. Time to work hard and to prove certain people in my life wrong! EXCITED!

On other news, 11.11.11 <3 Love you loads Sally foo!

2011-11-03T00:56:00.002+08:00

Swing,

....it wasnt there anymore. Its been awhile since ive been there. I went again last week and it wasnt there anymore! the whole place was gone! just like that! I was in awe. Like seriously, its just a memory now. That was the only place i could go to, to give me peace and be in a world of my own. Its gone now! like forever!

I was sad at first, then i struck me. Its a sign. A blessing in disguise. I needed that place when i have no one to turn to, when i feel alone and when im down. thats the only place i could go to. I have someone now. Someone who treasures me, loves me, cares for me and accept me for who i am. Someone who is purely genuine and sincere. Shes all i need now. Not some place i need to be at.

I spend almost an hour staring at that very spot where i usually sits. Its just rubble now. I took one final look, and told myself to move on..and never come back to that place.... =)

SWING......

2011-10-10T02:35:00.002+08:00

Life's like that.....

Lifes looking good. Im getting more than i asked for. Good thing i guess? Just enjoying the moment. Akasaka starting very very soon! cant wait. Hope i dont disappoint. Time to go all out. Alot to do, with very little time.

on other news, just recently found out heaven sent down an angel just for me. And she found me <3

high expectations and a lil insecurity for me..but i guess thats what love is about =)

2011-09-21T22:31:00.002+08:00

hmmm...

Well it was a good run. I did give it a try. And it seems that its just wasnt good enough..

On other news, LOL, we're finally getting it on to the business. Got a wonderful place, lotsa potential and im pumped! YAY! like finally. Been waiting for so long already... ive loads of ideas and stuff to implement to get it going...woot woot!

2011-09-19T03:39:00.003+08:00

Yoouuu...

theres a reason for everything. I said what i said and its from the heart. I meant it to the fullest..

Why i tell u my heart once broken into million pieces once, and im still picking it up..Coz i want u to pick it with me and make it a whole once against so i can share it with u..

Why i tell u im scared of commitment..Coz i want u to assure me theres nothing to be scared of coz im gonna commit it to you...

Why i tell u i fear history repeating itself..Coz i want u to tell me it wont and u will take care of my amended heart..

Why i tell u im not as strong as u think i am..Coz i as much as i want to.. ill weaken myself whenever ur around =)

Why i build this ever so high and strong wall around me..not to keep u out..but ur willingness to break it down to get to me.....and ill be yours...

Is it too much to ask for?

2011-09-15T18:40:00.002+08:00

YAY YAY YAY!!!

The time has come! Ive been waiting for this for a very very long time! And its finally paying off! Time for me to shine! Boss had just secured 2 locations! Been down the first at Everton Park. Going to see the 2nd location soonN!

EXCITED! NERVOUS! ANXIOUS! PUMPED!!!

2011-09-15T12:49:00.003+08:00

"Im just like everyone else.."

Sorry for not being able to promise u im gonna quit smoking and drinking..

Sorry for not being able to be someone whom u want me to be..

Sorry for any disappointments..

Sorry for not doing anything more.. (i have my reasons)

Sorry for being just like everyone else...

2011-09-09T00:59:00.002+08:00

Uncertainty

Ouh yea. Still finding for a good location, have lotsa trouble finding one. But im sure the time will come. Just have ta keep trying.

Nevertheless, life has to go on, i need a new plan, new goals for my future. Its never too late. Gotta keep on going. 2012 will be the year for me to shine. ..

2011-09-06T15:57:00.002+08:00

Yoouuu...

Hmmmmmmmmm.. theres so much i wanna say to you..theres so much i wanna do with u together.. theres so much im prepared to lose for you.. theres so much..

...............................and yet im stalling.. the thick and high walls built around me.. not to block anyone out.. but waiting for someone to actually care enough to tear it down.. are you gonna be the one?

2011-08-30T03:33:00.003+08:00

The problem with being strong....

people think they can say or do anything to you and you’re gonna still be standing, sturdy like a rock. People think that you’re never going to be sad, people think that you’re never going need them to be there for you, people expect you to be there for them round the clock even though you have your own battles to fight.

That’s the problem with being strong

How true! I miss you to the max...if only you knew...

2011-08-26T05:38:00.003+08:00

ToRn..

Im torn.. i can safely say this is the most confusing and one of the hardest decision i will ever make in life! I mean seriously, i was never good at relationships in the first place. Prolly the reason why im single for last 6-7 years of my life...geez..

CONFUSED!!!!

2011-08-06T01:19:00.003+08:00

A very lovely msg from a very lovely friend....

Its sth like a confession or sth, i dunno where she get the idea from but her msg make me genuinely smile right from my heart.. very sweet!

Hiiii salihin, my dear salihin. always there for me, listening to my rants and complains about everything under the sun. thanks for being there me for ok? I know sometimes (maybe most of th times) I might sound too naggy but it's always for your own good ! Hehe I still remember th everyday text that we gave each other, and that period of time where our phones got mad with each other ( i still dont know why! ) I'm really glad I know you and we managed t have an awesome time together, well I'm just upset that I've been complaining so much t you yet you don't rant to me about your stuff. ): Just wanna let you know that I'll be therefor you too whenever you feel low ( or high or just want to crap!) and you just text me 24/7, I just hope our phones wont get mad with each other.. Hehe thank you salihin for being there for me! Love you ok! I hope you are doing well and not sulking at one corner of your house. You better not forget me k!

2011-08-05T02:40:00.002+08:00

Hearts finally open....

Oh yea. Never thought this day would come. But it finally does, im all over you and moving on..for real. It ends today. Finally managed to break free from everything. YUP! Ur history to me, followed by the past 7 years of our relationship. Sad to say but im being optimistic. The only difference from the past and now, is that i grew up =) U will always be part of me, but nth more than that.

The dust finally settled, and im happy of the outcome. Wish i could say the same for you. Life is like that.. it was nice to have u in my life. You were the fairytale i hoped for but what everyone else says..it doesnt exist.. and i woke up =)

2011-08-03T16:19:00.002+08:00

~ What A NIGHT! ~

Ouh yea, sort of a farewall night for our friends heading into enlistment, Rayne first one to go follow by JB and Ryan. All the best guys!

Anyways, it was a fun night. Started of with a BBQ then head up into the room for the drinking session. Last for almost the whole night. Lovely bunch to hang out with. DEFINITELY!

2011-08-01T19:58:00.003+08:00

~LiFe Is LikE ThaT~

It is like that. Unfair, screwed up, so on and so forth. But its up to u to make of it. Wherever u are, wherever u go, life will always get to you..Be strong for whatever it throws at you..hmm..somehow..im lost for words..weird..

Anyways, soon to open the first outlet! its gonna be real chaotic. Hopefully it will attract. More updates soon...LOL..

2011-07-21T04:18:00.002+08:00

Insomniac

Yup, its been a couple of days already. Im excited what the future holds for me, at the same time stressed. LOL. It havent even start and im already feeling the pressure. I know he expects alot from me, and i will do what it takes not to disappoint him. I need to prove to everyone that im not some typical guy with a typical normal life. Ive been given this opportunity and im not gonna let it go.

Its going to be hectic, im still trying to figure out what im gonna tell my parents about this. Whatever happens, ill go thru it, whether they like it or not. I can only dream bout this opportunity presenting itself to me, but its becoming a reality, or should i say 10 years earlier than expected.

Hope it will all goes well. Its sth ive always wanted to do. I guess for now, i need someone to be there for me, someone who listens, someone who cares, someone who will light up my life with just a genuine smile... As much as i think im an independent person, sometimes its good to know u can lean on someone whenever its needed.....

2011-06-24T15:30:00.003+08:00

OveRwHelminG

I didnt know what came over me last night. Its just so overwhelming. It started early this week, or rather last week i guess when someone asked me what happened between me and her. Since that day onwards, i kept thinking about her and whats going on between us 2. I know its pretty much over but then again, the sucky feeling! yucks! ive tried and tried, still it comes back to haunt me. but i did what i had to. I dont have much of a choice. Guess im just facing the consequences now. SUCKS i tell you.

Thank goodness last night i managed to talk to someone. And she sorta hear me out and well, kinda managed to comfort me somehow. thank u thank u thank u. U know who u are... =D ah..shit happens i guess..just another day of emo-ness. Im missing u much.. :/

2011-06-21T23:31:00.002+08:00

It is what it is...

6 years and counting. Still standing strong and waiting, for that very special person to present herself and turn my life around. Life is never really complete without your other half i guess. I did what i had to, to move on, and im already facing the consequences. Yet, life goes on....Ouhs wells, patience is the key here. And i have loads of it. It seems like cupid has run out of arrows at the moment..

2011-05-24T04:20:00.002+08:00

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
{ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/e/evanescence-lyrics/my-immortal-lyrics.html }

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

© DWIGHT FRYE MUSIC INC; FORTHEFALLEN PUBLISHING; ZOMBIES ATE MY PUBLISHING;

2011-05-18T00:46:00.003+08:00

Life's like that

think about it! How true..well i definitely saw it alot of times. But hey, life's like that =)

2011-04-28T04:36:00.006+08:00

ETERNAL FLAME

yeaps! been looking for one over the past years. have yet to find one. maybe i should turn gay. LMAO. things been looking good lately. Hopefully uncle collin will be my mentor and ill be on my way to have what i want in life..

On a side note, im happy for my dearest little sister. I figured she finally found the right one for her. KUDOS! I wish her all the best in the new chapter of her life. Im really really happy for her. Despite the rough period she's having for the past couple of months, i guess things are turning out for her. As much as i wanna be there for her, im sorry if im not there =/ well at least now i know someone else will be looking and taking of her better =) Never get to see her much lately but i can feel she's feeling much better now..heh..tsk..

on other news..LOL. Surprise surprise, i bumped into someone past couple of days. I really not sure what im supposed to feel but hey, its fated for us to bump into each other. Despite everything that happened, i believe we both made mistakes and im not sure what happened after. I was kinda surprised she called out my name and kinda chatted a lil? kinda funny when i look back..mixed feelings all over..well despite everything that happened..hope shes happy with her life now..but theres this strong feeling in me saying shes not..whatever it is..hope she pulled through.. =)

Move on..people say..and i did.. as much as i dont want to..but i guess its the best for us..ive been there for her for the past 6 years.. never have i regret a single thing..despite whatever ive said.. ouhs wells..i guess thats for now =D

I know we've been thru alot..so much so ending everything even the friendship seemed harsh. but i will take the blame for everything. You will be much better without me around. Coz if im wrong, you will come back into my life once again..but please dont =)

Life goes on..

2011-04-20T02:51:00.002+08:00

Ouh yeah! Life goes on.....

Yups, i did what i thought is best for the both of us. Im done with my studies at the moment and moving on to working life. U were never a distraction for me but i just need this time to be away from u. Whether u come back to my life or not im leaving it to fate. Hope things will get better for u, without me around. =D

2011-03-10T10:33:00.014+08:00

OUH YEA OUH YEA!

It was a roller coaster ride and yet we finished it without a sweat! From fucked up children's home to useless CC's and yet we managed to run an event successfully! Kudos to all those involved. I did gave a scare to a couple of my mates during the last hours before our presentation, but hey, we pulled thru ;D

Three cheers for my FYP groupmates! We did well =)

2011-03-10T10:03:00.002+08:00

GRADUATION!

Like finally, after almost 2 years. Most might think its time for me to slack a lil. But nope! ive been slacking for da past 2 years already. My main motive for going back school was to slack after serving my nation for 2 years. And thats that...

i know i aint family to u,but still, a lil disappointing..

2011-02-24T16:09:00.001+08:00

YES IT DOES! now please click OK! =D thanx

2011-02-15T00:02:00.002+08:00

Its time...

Im meant for much bigger things in life. And i cant have u holding me back all the time.. u asked me to open my heart, thats what i'll do. But i cant do it with u around. Some day, i will have to leave u. Stop me before i do, coz once i leave, theres no coming back.. mark my words.. =D

2011-02-06T10:19:00.002+08:00

Another sunny but cooling Sunday

Another day at the cage, working i mean. Not sure how long more ill be around here. Same goes to CBTL. Almost done with school. I guess i already made my decision whether to pursue my studies or career. Hopefully i make the right choice. =D

2011-02-02T01:56:00.002+08:00

ITS BEEN AWHILE!!!

yes people, ive been busy.. after ELC camp, i started working again at Gardens! YAY! school work school work.. thats all im thinking about now.. but then again.. schools ending soon.. and a new journey starts.. cant wait!! =D

2011-01-18T22:13:00.002+08:00

Hmmmmm.....

Another typical start of the week. Nothing much really, except for preparation for the camp at sembawang sec this thursday..

Almost lose my iphone the other day, if its wasnt for her text which came in an alert me, id have lost it. OMG! She didnt know, maybe i'll tell her someday.. all i know is she's always be an important figure in my life.. there's a reason for everything =D

2011-01-16T00:51:00.003+08:00

Stay home saturday!

Surprising? quite hardly. Most of us party'ed so hard last night and everyone ended up shagged today. Ouhs wells, im working morning tmr anyways. Gotta get some rest and readjust my body clock! Spent the day watching movies and eating! sianz...

Spent a lil time chatting with J, she seemed trouble, like always. Well i hope shes feeling better. Life has never been easy on her. Ouhs wells, have always prayed for her well being =)

Gonna try to go to bed now.. hehe..

2011-01-15T14:54:00.003+08:00

best comedy movie ever!

Hangover!

HAHA! yes people. ive just realised. The hangovers im getting after every session are getting lesser and lesser! WOO HOO! It means sth you know! LOL. J bar tonight! yay! i hope i can make it!

Finally done with AOA publisher. left with Dreamweaver, hope to get that over and done with soon. The camp briefing was chaotic, but we did what we have to on that day. Hopefully the next briefing wont be as bad as the first one. Looking forward to the camp.. =D

It'll be a really busy week for me next week. Camps, work, meet-ups , ya da ya da ya da.. hope i can make everyone happy..hehe!

2011-01-14T00:03:00.002+08:00

EPIC FAIL

I never really want to talk about you again, but damn! i have to! hahahaha! 2nd epic fail! i mean seriously? You and your games.. please.. you have totally destroyed your name and whats left of you.. she's right. You're getting from bad to worse.. so much for being able to handle things on your own.. go back to your good friend of yours uh.. your so called bff and what not.. go on and destroy whats left of your life.. i really feel sorry for you my dear..

With that said, chiong'ing my AOA right now.. and yes.. i can still blog at the same time! LOL! SHAGGED! ... to be continued..

2011-01-12T23:45:00.003+08:00

NOOOOOOOO!

It can never come at worse time like this.. (well at present, im having a good time but damn!). You know the saying opportunity come knocking once and u bettter take it? ouhs wells, it came and stare right in my face! Im torn.....

A job opportunity where many dreamt of.. i think! LOL! what can i say.. good welfare, good prospect, good pay, and eventually, i get to TRAVEL! yes people.. TRAVEL! for what its worth, ive to consider. Even tho ive already lay out my plans for the future, im seriously reconsidering.. hmmm.. can someone please shed some light on me.. what am i to do.. Im stuck.....

Whatever it is, ive plenty of time to consider, but it will determine how my future will be like.. im willing to be fully committed if the money is right.. and god damn it.. its gonna be more than what im asking for... =/

2011-01-11T22:47:00.002+08:00

Dear you..

Remember this vid u sent me? =)

2011-01-11T22:28:00.004+08:00

The first of many....

Ouh yea! last saturday night was da BOMB! We discovered our new HQ. A perfect chill out place, nice ambience and good music, its a hotel bar with a dance floor! LOL. the only downside is it ends early. But what the heck, will be there earlier! HAHA! looking forward to it this saturday...

Sunday was ok, didnt do much, very little hangover. Weird. Had a league game in the evening and my head wasnt in the game at all! Did alot of running down the flanks tho. hmmmm....game ends at a stalemate!

Everyone started the week with the blues, not only because its a monday, its a first day of school since the holidays started around 4 weeks ago.. But it was ok i guess. Gotten a graded assignment for AOA and went down Sun plaza for a discussion on our upcoming leadership camp at sembawang sec! HAHA! Sorta sidetrack most of the time but we end up finishing what we planned to do for that day =D

2011-01-07T02:11:00.003+08:00

MAYBE, just maybe...

ill consider going to poly. but im gonna disappoint someone. Someone who would want me to go SIM together with.. how? =/ im stuck........ arrgghhhh....!!! i saw this course in SP, integrated events and project management.. and im so liking the modules in there.. how how how???

Just got home, geez, from Fullerton all the way to Woodlands Crescent and back to serangoon! thank god the roads were mostly cleared of traffic..hehe..tired tired tired..ZZzzzzz......

come on girl, wake up please. start living a life on your own. not stuck in that world of yours..

2011-01-06T23:45:00.002+08:00

TIRED!

After dekitting, straight away head down to bugis to meet up with Gene. Then off to tiong bahru plaza to join up with Joy, din, yap and johnson. Celebrated Yap's birthday there and dinner. Slacked awhile then head back home. Always love their company, the never ending laughters and crap.. LOL.

Somehow, feeling more tired than i should be. Not sure whats wrong.. hmm.. gonna fetch sis from one fullerton soon. Geez.. shagged! to the max! LOL.

Nth to do tomorrow, sianz! anyone free? hehe..

i miss you?

2011-01-06T14:37:00.002+08:00

YAY YAY YAY YAY!

15 more mins and im done with my 2nd cycle! weee! while some of my classmates doing internship, i sacrifice my holidays back in the office! heh! school's reopening back next week. Heading for the final run in to the end of my 2years of higher nitec life.

she kept me thinking since morning, ive already planned what i wanna do, but she shook me up pretty good and make me re-think my decisions. Im sure its for the better, moreover, coming from her, its sth i really need to reconsider... ouhs wells.. life goes on..

some people are not meant to stay in your life forever, they come and go. But you, you're someone different, someone unique, someone special.. im not pinning much hope on you anymore, but then again, you're someone worth keeping close.. wonder what the future lies for the both of us..

2011-01-06T10:21:00.003+08:00

NAG NAG NAG!!

but i aint complaining, cause its you

all i did was sent her a text to start her day off with a smile, and guess what? she end up nagging at me.. HAHA! but i was ok with it. Coz i used to do that to her! heh.. ouhs wells.. she's right on all front but yet.. im still not sure. hmm.. we shall see okay? thanx for the nagging tho ;D

p/s: u sound just like your mum =) im really proud of you

2011-01-06T01:11:00.002+08:00

Everything happens for a reason.. but i still dont get it. Why would u look up to someone who cant even look after herself? Are u just oblivious to it? Or u really cant see what shes doing to you? What u turning into?

Choices, especially difficult ones, are always down to whats right and whats easy.. its very clear to me now that you made the easier choice. i believe friends come and go, are u sure u made the right choice? After all ive done for you.. *shakes head* karma bites, and i hope u get your fair share soon =)

2011-01-05T23:46:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAAHAH!

ouh yea! its freaking impromptu and i managed to get their asses out of their house and meet up at TPY! MUAHAHAA! after a session of Emo'ing and problem sharing.. we had a ton of laughters and hilarious moments! definitely a moment i'd treasure! Thanks Ah Gene and Ah Joy! =)

2011-01-05T19:10:00.003+08:00

Im a born MARKSMAN!!

HAHA! i knew it all along! Imagined your face on the heart of the targetboard, and BANG BANG BANG! there goes the 50rounds! LOL. Got screwed by a Conducting officer whom knew me well, for not getting marksman for the first shoot! ah! ive cleared it anyways..

Another good news, wynny found us an event to organise! KUDOS TO HER! love u girl! its CHIONG 2011!

Oh yea! 2011 started off with a bang and it keeps on going! its looking good.. YAY!

p/s: go back to your fucking hole if u cant face reality. its for your own good.

2011-01-04T21:16:00.002+08:00

I LOVE NAPS!!

cant sleep now for sure. just had my nap just now. WRONG TIMING! shucks. BORED BORED! gonna have shooting tmr, hope i do well =D

p/s: its about the blind leading the blind. get your life straight first before leading another weak one please.. it will be much appreciated =)

2011-01-04T15:51:00.002+08:00

FAMILY DAY! FAMILY DAY FAMILY DAY!

well i dont have one yet but i dont care. EARLY KNOCK OFF! woo hoo!! 15 mins more!

p/s: i flipped a switch and i saw the whole new side of you, that was what i was waiting for, you could have been the one for me, and please..stop denying please.. im starting to feel disgusted..

2011-01-04T15:29:00.002+08:00

YAY! my eyes feeling better loo.. 2 and half more hours.. im waiting..im waiting.. im waiting..

p/s: ive always convinced myself u aint typical, but ive finally realised...hmm.. disappointing much? not really, coz u cant be able to even help yourself.. why always involve third party..

2011-01-04T10:35:00.003+08:00

BLA BLA BLA! YA DA YA DA YA DA!

woke up this morning realising one of my eyes was smaller than the other! LMAO! was considering whether to take MC or not.. but what the heck, last 3 days.. so off me went to office.. sorta rushed down with cab coz i was super late already..heh.

P/s: U jolly well know thats not you talking, why get someone else to make the stand for you.. *shakes head*

BOOOOO!

2011-01-03T23:19:00.003+08:00

3 more days!!!!!! woo weee! and my reservist are over! im having a great time there..even tho my holidays are burnt! i feel happy tonight..not sure why..YAY! 2011 started with a BANG! at Double O, more to come. Cant wait for da 28th! and many more dates to come..haha! like like like! BYEEEEEE!

BRAND NEW YEAR!

2011-01-01T12:27:00.007+08:00

Memories of 2010...

Memories of 2010

2010-09-09T23:59:00.003+08:00

A lil bit overdue but i thoroughly have fun volunteering for YOG. And my teammates played a major part in it! I can never ask for a better team to work with! KUDOS to all of you!

2010-09-09T20:43:00.004+08:00

I learnt that fairytale doesnt exist thanx to you. This song, remind me of it =)

2010-08-07T16:01:00.003+08:00

Pics from recent outings! =DD

2010-08-07T15:24:00.004+08:00

Whoa! its been quite awhile. So lets try to think back what had happened! LOL

Ouh Ouh! Presentation to the Raffles Medical Hospital bout our ideas went well! i know it wasnt the best proposal but our presentation went flawlessly! WOO HOO! Kudos to me and Mel from Tampines College Design School =DD

With that said, all major presentations are done and over with. Left with 2 major papers. Hope that goes well!

hmm..school's been good lately. Attendance is still colorless! WA HOO! im going to make my CA proud of me! hehe! Just did F1 training. ouh! and YOG HQ called me to lemme know my schedule is out! LMAO! i didnt even go for any of their training and they're still taking me in! how cool is that?! haha! Id prolly go for it! why not uh? haha!

Wells, life after ITE is a lil hazy now.. too much options and i gotta make every decision counts..we'll see how when the date comes nearer! =D

2010-07-23T01:45:00.002+08:00

YES AR! EOP WAS DONE SO IS POM! WOO HOO! stupid dumb presentations..left with ADB..that should go down smoothly.. starting to miss BVCC staff.. schools been great i guess. =) conferencing right now..cant think of anything :/

2010-07-10T18:50:00.003+08:00

Finally, yesterday marks the end of my Internship. Ive gained quite an experience spending 5weeks there. And hopefully leave a good impression behind. Ouhs wells, back to school next week. More updates to come =)

2010-07-06T20:56:00.004+08:00

If time is all u need, im giving it to you =)

hmm..BVCC DCM asking me to come back as part-timer to assist in new media. I love the workplace and everything..but its a lil bit too far and they're paying me only $5.50 an hr. I dont think i have much considering to do. Lets see how it goes, counting down till friday! WOO HOO! After 5 whole weeks its coming to an end =))

2010-07-05T09:42:00.001+08:00

just a random pic..find it cute =)

HAHA! ive found out sth new bout me-self! Im allergic to detergent -.-' Like wth right. anyways, got mc for today! woo hoo! but there goes my 27bucks down the drain. Ouhs wells. needed a rest anyways. 2days left for my internship! and back to sch next week. Sianz...

2010-07-01T00:15:00.002+08:00

My valentine running rings around me
Hanging by a thread but we're loosening loosening
The sparks were flying not the type that we need
Bringing a fire that is burning me burning me

(I know) Nobody said that it'd be easy
(My heart) That we could find a way, make a way
(But you don't) You don't prioritize me

How am I supposed to believe yours games will never change, ever change

It's such a dirty mess imperfect at it's best but it's
My love my love my bloody valentine
Sometimes I want to leave but then I want you next to me
My love my love my bloody valentine

Maybe I should but still I just can't walk away
Try to convince me once again that I should stay
Through all the brokenness, this bleeding heart must confess
I love my love my bloody valentine

Love my love my
I still love my love my
Bloody valentine

I open doors but you close them on me
I'm compromising, wont you show the same, help the change
Your phone is ringing it says shawty, so tell me
What's her name? How'd she get your number?
Don't try to be playing me

(Cuz I'll know) before you even say anything
(But I hope) you wont lie to me, don't lie to me
(You know) that we've been here before
Oh don't patronize, don't feed me lines
Just change your ways, yeah make it right

It's such a dirty mess imperfect at it's best but it's
My love my love my bloody valentine
Sometimes I want to leave but then I want you next to me
My love my love my bloody valentine

Maybe I should but still I just can't walk away
Try to convince me once again that I should stay
Through all the brokenness, this bleeding heart must confess
I love my love my bloody valentine

Love my love my
I still love my love my
Bloody valentine

Love my love my
I still love my love my
Bloody valentine

It's such a dirty mess imperfect at it's best but it's
My love my love my bloody valentine
Sometimes I want to leave but then I want you next to me
My love my love my bloody valentine

Maybe I should but still I just can't walk away
Try to convince me once again that I should stay
Through all the brokenness, this bleeding heart must confess
I love my love my bloody valentine

WOO HOO!

2010-06-29T16:57:00.005+08:00

2 more weeks! and my internship is over!! No more early morning wake up and late night going home..WOO WEE! I like the work but not the timing..and they want me to come back as part time! shall consider! hehe..

More to come, projects, presentations, tests, assignments, F1, YOG! LOL. its going to be a hectic run-in to the end of the year and im freaking looking forward to it. =)

2010-06-25T10:21:00.002+08:00

im BACCKKK!! Life has been exceptionally kind to me these past few months. Well alot of things happen. Just to keep it short, im having a good time, be it my social life, academics and everything else..

Somehow, attendance for school has been almost 100% since the semester starts. And my CA had me recommended for internship, YOG, F1 and a korea study trip, which i got selected for all. But im passing up the korea trip due to PERSONAL REASONS! thanx uh. tsk.

Anyways, holidays burned due to internship. im missing out first week of school when it reopens too. Ouhs wells. at least im paid..

Thats all for now..more updates to come..

2010-02-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

Its been a hectic week and its not getting better anytime soon! Alot of things to look forward to, or otherwise. =D

5/2 - Busy with school in the morning and working in the evening
6/2 - EB Course(WDA) from 9am to 7pm!!! SIANZ! At bukit merah some more, drinking session at night with ex-classmates =D
7/2 - Working in the morning and sth on after that. HEHE!

Lets not talk about next week yet, coz more to come! Apart from those stated, not to mention the unscheduled supper and slacking sessions..hmmmm >< ARRGGHHH!!!

2010-02-02T21:21:00.002+08:00

Breath-Taking

hmm..been busy for da last couple of days. HRA progress test seemed easy today. How i wish all da major exams will be that easy. Anyways, had a short WFB lecture and was released early. NICE! went to amk to eat at some sushi place with jon,vivian and wynny. It was a nice makan outing =DD

Had a good nap just now and off to projects next. life's been going good afterall..and im liking it..no complains =)

2010-01-29T16:39:00.003+08:00

ISD mates! =DD The best combination of cliques

Well, its been awhile since ive last posted. Was really busy with school and work. =D Not much updates really. LOL. hmm..school has been normal. Finally decided to opt for Applied product design module for next semester which will be held at Tampines Campus for their lessons. Ohs wells. Something new i guess. I really need it. =D

More to come, exams and projects deadlines to meet. But im not pressing the panic button just yet.

2010-01-24T13:14:00.002+08:00

havent been posting much lately. quite busy i guess, school, work and some other stuff. LOL. Friday was a short school day. LPD was cancelled so school ended around ten i think..yea. Went down to my division to collect some documents and went for prayers. Came back and rested awhile and went to work after that. All da way till 2am.

Saturday was work work work..till 11pm. And today, hmm..just came back from breakfast at changi village with family. sianz..

2010-01-21T20:52:00.002+08:00

Today was a short school day, Ms tan didnt come so we did sum assignment an off to breakfast before TPS at 10am. School ended around 11am! Went to meet up with my cousin and had a heart to heart talk about his future. PFFT! Came home, watched some movies and slept thru out the afternoon! LOL. just woke up -.-

2010-01-20T16:33:00.002+08:00

Life seems to go back in place at the moment. So much peaceful and im liking it. Went thru a horrible past 3 weeks but i guess its finally coming to an end. Ive learnt some major lessons, and i really wanna thank her for giving them to me, i guess if its not for her, id be what i was before..

Anyways, school has been quite normal, skipped HRA today, woke up late. LOL. came for wfb and did SVE progress test today. Quite ok bah..i think..LOL..supposed to go back division today to collect my 11b but a lil lazy..tmr or day after i guess..ouhs wells..=D

i see u..

2010-01-18T19:01:00.004+08:00

Did WFB CA today! im only halfway done and i think im exceeding the maximum number of words already! LIKE WTF. sianz..how how? school as per normal, went gym and now im super shagged! found out something new today. tsk tsk. anyways, i guess its time to close the current chapter and start on a new one =D

p/s: dont ask me why the picture, i know got no link but i just find it cute. LOL ;D i see you..

tired!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

WHAT A DAY! i had barely enough sleep last night. Woke up in da morning damn chui la! Rushed to school. Attended TPS and had a short break before LPD, which lasted barely 15mins. =DD Had a good chat with Sam and i was disappointed for not getting selected for a business competition =(

Anyways, continued the day by doing our TPS project. Headed down little india with sok, weic, joanne and nadia. Soon after, chinatown followed by kampong glam. Had a fun trip. Nad and joanned left us after that. Me, sok and weic headed down bras basah complex to get our LPD stuff. After that we had a lil chat/ heart to heart talk. HAHA! im quite surprised how accurate they are in guessing which kinda girl im looking for =DD KUDOS to my sistas!! Went to have an early dinner and they left while i started work.

A very tiring day, had a splitting headache. Anyways, im proud of someone who is on probation for SBSC President post! im really happy for you weic! congrats! i have da confidence and faith in u in delivering whats needed! im here for u girl! =D

2010-01-14T20:47:00.002+08:00

Woke up today and totally got no mood to go school. So i went back to sleep, not remembering who actually texted me in the morning or whether i replied them, only realised when i was awoken by a phone call around noon.

Sorta woke up, had my brunch and headed down to braddel mac to join up with sok, weic, joanne and billy for assignments and projects. Didnt do much really. LOL. was chatting and doing all sorts of things..and headed back home around dinner time.

Its been a hard past couple of weeks. I hope it will all be over. Life is what it is =D

2010-01-13T18:26:00.002+08:00

Went to school and realised 3 out of 4 subjects held today is cancelled. Like WTH! but im smiling! no complains. =D Done with HRA and supposedly wanna go home and sleep. Thanx to billy, i was chased and dragged down to chinatown to company them shop for our SVE assignment together with weic, joanne, wynny. Jon and vivian tagged along too! =D went to have lunch at mac and continue hunting for their stuff. Damn tiring can! =D

Been a shaky start of the year. i really hope things will get better and it already is..im surprised how quick im moving on from it..but hey..im not complaining about it either! =DD

2 is definitely better than one. Im moving on..knowing going back to you is worth a try..but i dont want to fall again..

2010-01-12T21:57:00.002+08:00

School was normal today. more deadlines and assignments tho. sianz. had subway for lunch and an early dinner at ang mo kio with classmates! =DD had a really good time with them!! Pay coming in this friday! YAY! finally, after a long while. hehe! havent been smoking lately. i guess im keeping up with my new year resolutions! waa hooo! =) but doesnt mean im quitting..just cutting down. heh!

2010-01-11T20:47:00.003+08:00

Supposed to wake up at 8am. end up sleeping thru out till ten plus i think. LOL. came to school for SVE and S&W. A normal monday for me..with a lil bit of the blues. Assignments and projects are stacking..haiz haiz..hopefully can meet all the deadlines. Went gym after S&W with sok and weic, joined up with van, jino, shannon and the rest..syl came later..Had a good workout in there and had an early dinner with them at 514! =D

Somehow, my mood has been getting better lately. Be it around others or alone. A lil surprised but ive no reason to be saddened by it! =D I really really wanna thank sok, weic and van for hearing me out and being there (most of the time!) I really appreciate it! =DD

p/s: im not drunk! LOL. and i saw HER today =DDDD

2010-01-09T03:31:00.003+08:00

I guess ive said what i needed and wanted to say. Theres nothing more that im keeping from you. Whatever u wanna say about me, im done. Ive tried. Yes, i put our 3years of friendship on the line for what its worth. But hey, things dont always go our way right. Shit happens and i dont blame anyone else but myself. Ive always loved someone too much and lose them sooner or later. We will move on =D

2010-01-05T02:27:00.001+08:00

I guess its all just memories now. I believe you're in good hands =D

2010-01-03T22:15:00.002+08:00

Life is all about taking risk, thats why i wanna take it, coz im confident enough we will make it thru..ive never pretend when im with u..feeling disappointed? not me..

2010-01-02T02:12:00.003+08:00

Been really busy lately with work and partying! Finally get to update my blog! tsk. anyways, its been a memorable year for me in 2009. Alot of ups and downs, some of the major highlights were me ORD'ing my NS and of course enrolling back to school.

Made alot of friends, and really really good ones =DD. Even tho i lost quite a few =( Nevertheless, i guess its all part of life..anyways, a good year im really looking forward to..=DD

Went DNA last night to club. Had a wonderful time till one mat came to my side and sort of challenge to a dance off or some shit..LOL. like wth..pfft..ass! just thought of enjoying myself to the fullest after countless glasses off liquor..anyways, its a good start to the year ;D

boo ya!!

2009-12-24T12:16:00.004+08:00

Life's been good so far. Have been catching up with quite a number of my old buddies. =DD Lots of activities coming up. I hope ill enjoy it to the fullest before holiday ends. Been working back in coffee beans to earn sum bucks. Other than that, i guess theres nth much. Update u peeps soon uhs! Ouh yah, sent off Joanne at airport yesterday with weicheng..LOL. hope she has a good trip to china =DD..

p/s: i guess im starting to get immune by your actions..good or bad? i dunno =)

memories..

2009-12-20T02:32:00.003+08:00

Ive never had any regrets in my life. But sometimes, when u think back, there were things u could or should have done that could make the present better...or at least..worth the effort..

=D

2009-12-16T17:54:00.004+08:00

well, its been quite awhile since i update anything. Anyways, Holidays started this week. Lots to look forward too in the coming weeks. Quite happy going into the holidays knowing i did quite well for my CAs, even tho its all high Bs but hey, its progress. Was thinking for a switch to EVM at Simei College but we'll see..

Anyways, had quite a memorable 21st birthday. Spend the night before with my close buddies, had lotsa drink and partying at Drunkfest in Changi. Everyone was high and had a good time. Successful night i guess. Came back in the morning, had a good sleep and was told to stay home by sok -.- So i did.

Went out at around 10plus after i got their msg to meet up. And was told to come back immediately by my sister, was told its urgent. So i did, Came home, opened the door and OMFG! Weic, sok, syl and van were in my HOUSE!!!! WHOA LAO EH!!! thats my first reaction..was touched..it was a surprise..So i blew out the kind of irritating sparklers..and we had KFC =DD

Went to spend some time together after that at mount faber and yishun dam. It was a very fun night, and i couldnt have asked for more. Thanx people. Im touched =)

Had another celebration later on the next day with my aunty and twin cousins. A dinner at Arnorlds and ice-cream cake from SWENSENS!!! WA HOO!! Nice!

Well, life goes on after that week. Cant really remember much of anything..haha..shall update more soon =D

Also would like to thank everyone who wished me and the presents too! =DD

NS Days (PTI course)

2009-12-15T22:55:00.003+08:00

Ouh yeah! Those were the days, so we thought the hell ended after our BMT. Oh no, here comes our 5 weeks PTI course, carrying 25kg backpack everywhere we go. Running from one end to the other, push-ups, pull-ups, 2.4km runs almost everyday...all for the title PTI..funny why we look so happy in the photos...

Dreamz

2009-11-26T01:18:00.002+08:00

its funny how someone keep appearing in your dreams now and then, when im not emotionally attached or actually like her at the moment. I guess its just like a rainbow, only idiots chase 'em, but then again..its never impossible =D

=(

2009-11-21T20:38:00.002+08:00

Alot has been going down lately. But i shall not rant about it here much. Just came back from ubin for a fishing trip. Not a bad place but i reckon we will be going back there to fish anytime soon. =D CAs and tests coming up next week. And a few significants dates to look or not to look forward to in the coming weeks till end december.

To my sisters, Sok, hope u will recover fast and get back on your feet! =D as for weicheng, im a lil worried for u. I guess my intuition is correct, hmm..whatever it is, i hope u'll stay strong. Im here for u sis, dont u stay away and not talk about stuff..i dont like it..and vivian, i hope ur feeling much better after last night =DD

I guess thats that, i hope dear is doing well too, i know shes still bothered by certain issues, i just hope she'll hang in there and fight out the storm. JIA YOU!

YOO HOO!

2009-11-13T20:45:00.009+08:00

Well. started the week with dear's birthday of course. i really do hope she enjoyed it to the fullest. Went over to van's hse on tuesday for a small farewell party before she fly off to korea the next day =D.

Wasnt really a party luh, end up watching a horror movie and a dinner with van's mum. THANX AUNTY!. it was fun. back to her place and continued with the movie. Ended the day with hmm..lets just leave it as that..LOL. ehs, oh ya. At one point in time when i was in Van's room, i thought either weic or syl was opening the door slowly, so i sneaked behind it and end up scaring Van's mum!!! LOL. sorry aunty! it wasnt intentional. WAHAHAHA

Wednesday was a normal day in school. after which i skipped TPS and my friends picked me up and we're off to changi to fish. Told my classmates i got government duties. LOL. Went to fetch my sisters and met up with syl at airport in the evening to send van and her mum off! =D see u soon uh! hope she enjoy her holiday in Korea!

Thursday was a lil more fun but tiring. Field trip to CQ and BQ. The weather was a killer but hey, we're out of school. Managed to learn a lil bit on the trip =D at least its sth. After that, went to eat beancurd near paradiz centre with hmm..billy, jon, vivian, xing yi, joanne, weic, sok and wynny. Was raining cats and dogs and wynny was in pain..went to have lunch later on after billy, xing yi and wynny went off..and we end the day with lunch at some korean or japan food court. NICE NICE! =DD

Well, normal day in school today. Nth much, after school ended, went to meet up with my twin cousins and slacked awhile before going home. =D weekend here i come!!

Tests and exams are coming up. hope im up for it. will be studying my ass off! =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

2009-11-10T00:32:00.002+08:00

Well i guess ive said what i wanna say in your birthday card. Happy birthday to Jerry!! HAHA. Tom had a very hard time finding u the presents but must thank my sisters, sok and weicheng, and not forgetting nadia and joanne too! =D anyways, Happy 18th Birthday dear! will always love u. ur a family to me! Really glad u like it, so does your younger brother =DDDD

was supposed to go fishing just now but i fell aslp and woke up with missed calls and i was spammed with sms'es and on msn..sorry people..

hey HO!!!

2009-11-06T19:39:00.004+08:00

Oh yea! nothing much have changed..just put in some pics and got a new song! Im loving it..

life's has been good at the moment =D had a scare last night with a sudden breathing problem and got someone worried. But im alrights =D thanx dear.

Got sabo'ed to eat some kinda veggie paste from australia today thanx to a lil mouse. And the presentation really took me back when i was in australia. I really missed it and am dying to go back there..Very soon i hope..maybe for my birthday present from my parents. LOL.

School has been fine, doing quite ok in a couple of subjects. Trying to catch up on Human resource. =D

More updates soon! =DDDD

2009-11-03T20:28:00.001+08:00

well. its time, i guess. haha..u guys are smart enough to figure it out. Go figure =D

2009-10-11T18:02:00.002+08:00

So it ends today, finally, after a long long holiday. Will reflect back on in tonight or maybe tomorrow. Just some thoughts currently running thru my head. hmmm, maybe life would be much better if i were to do somethings and what not in the past. Sometimes, i live up to my name as slacker/too laid-back. Not acting the right thing on the right time or rather act on it when its a lil too late. Ouhs wells, i always take it as a lesson not to repeat in the future (i hope). Maybe its just meant to be this way, or rather i suffer first and enjoy later. Hopefully, theres a good ending for me.

Nevertheless, i got a confession to make to especially to my sisters and dear, its not that i dont want to get into an r/s, and maybe theres more to it when i said im not ready as i got other issues in mind, right! Its just that some part of me has lost interest in r/s (not to worry, im not turning gay). Its hard to explain, i just wanna remain single and enjoy life at the moment. Not that with a gf i cant do the same, its just that i rather remain single for now or even a few years down the road unless cupid has other plans for me. So i hope u guys understand and stop insisting for me to get one =D im happy as it is and with u people around, YES! im turning 21, so will u guys a few years down the road. Age is nothing to me. So yea, thanx for all da encouragement and stuff uhs. really appreciate them=D

2009-10-06T15:52:00.002+08:00

Congrats to Vanessa, hope u and your bf lasts, same goes to wc and yh, seob n his gf, sok n his bf, gino n stella, thyra n his bf and everyone else. Im really glad to see my brothers and sisters finally found their love. And once again, the phrase or rather the question of the year keeps popping out now and then, 'when is your turn?' or 'faster go find one!'. Haha. to be honest with u guys, im not really finding one right now, not that i dont wanna, for now, id rather just wait and settle sum other stuff first. I have my priorities. Nevertheless, thanx for all da encouragement and support. Hahai, i will get attached, someday. =D

2009-10-05T11:04:00.002+08:00

Time to update!! Lotsa things happened lately. Finally got my results, and damn gotta work harder next semester. and Jia You to da rest too! we'll fight together! Met up with dear before she left. Ill miss her alot but never wanted her to know, one of those small things that she shouldnt think so much when she's on the trip i guess..so she left..see in 2 weeks time my dear..

and oh ya! i have a new godsis luh!! ATIQAH ATIQAH ATIQAH!! LOL..anyways, went to Zirca that night and got bounced out for no apparent reason. Rushed down to Zouk to meet up with Thyra and her clique. she saved the day! really sis! thats why i love all my sisters, somehow somewhere, they will pop up and save my day..had great fun but not so much for her i guess. cheer up sister! i know u're going thru a tough period, but just let it(him) go and move on okaes..we're all there for you!

Bumped into Saiful and farhan at clark quay and Zouk respectively. AND OH YA!, i bumped into FLORENCE at clark quay la!!! OMG. first thing i did was to hug her la! miss her so much, it was like ages since we last met la..She look so much better now! must catch up soon!

Unbelievably, i bumped into another long lost friend yesterday! Was working at raffles city, i was shoo'ing cars that stopped where they're not supposed to..a car drove up to me wanting to ask for directions, and OH MY FREAKIN' GOD! its AUNTY CHIU (if im not wrong thats her surname la). and she's still so ever-smiling! i think she made my day yesterday. She never change one bit luh!

It has been all smiles lately..having a good run in luck i guess..hope it'll last long this time round. =D

Friends

2009-09-30T02:04:00.002+08:00

Friends are important to me. Put aside the part where they come and go. I treasure them and i never take them for granted, only if they do the same for me. Those who i choose to be around me, determines who i really am. And i stand by that rule no matter what. Im sorry for being selfish, im sorry for being who i am. But thats just me.

I hold u dear once in my life, but it was a costly mistake. And i dont wish to go thru it again, coz its hard for me to believe, if u even ever thought of turning over a new leaf..i know u cant..your just stubborn as u are. Ive think it over, consider the options, over and over again, and i still think its impossible for us to be friends. Unless u can prove to me, in one way or another. Sorry to say but i guess ur just a distant memory now..

hmmm....

2009-09-28T02:24:00.002+08:00

Funerals are one of da least favourite functions id like to attend. No matter who's is it. But it always serves me as a reminder. People come and go, some came back..others dont. Never take anyone for granted. Always treasure your time with them, coz u may never know when will be the last time u see them. Most of the time, its when u least expected..thats how cruel life is..

My condolences to Sok's late grandpa. Usually id start giving my advice and some words of encouragements or wisdoms..but not this time round. I dunno, maybe its just now the kinda situation where i can give one.

Nevertheless, i did attend it in the end. Trying to put a strong face, but deep inside, telling myself, how lucky some of them are/were, get to see, talk, show care and concern to their grandparents. My grandpa left me even before i was born..and my grandma followed him when i was so young and know nothing much.

Ouhs wells, thats that i guess. Sok, i hope u get thru this period of time quick..=D im always there for u sis!

Anyways, my lamest sister, for once, asked me a sensible question. 'Sal, when will u get angry? coz i never seen u angry before..' I was taken aback when she popped that question, i guess its just me. Or maybe, ive learnt from the past?..wanna know more? asked me the next time u see me! =P i tired wanna type. LOL

And of course, dear got me worried sick after she told me she almost fainted during F1 event. Fetched her home on the 2nd night hoping to save her energy on public transport and get her home faster so she can get more rest. I hope she did. =D

you seemed to be in a so peaceful state when ur aslp in my car,
never wanted to wake u up,
but i know i hafta knowing full well u'll be back in reality,
how i wish your life would be much less hectic and less stressful,
i know im not the one that can make that happen,
coz u never know how hard ive been trying...
really hope he can give u what u need dear....*hugs*

THYRA THYRA THYRA!!!

2009-09-23T00:37:00.003+08:00

To my beloved Sister!
Happy birthday SIS! Even tho we've only known each other for like less than a year, its seems like ive known u for a very very long time ago. Ive never managed to 'cliqued' with any other malay girl as close as im with u. I guess there's a mutual understanding between us, i hope. LOL. And i really appreciate you being around us, as a friend and a sister. Your understanding, open-mindedness and straightforwardness can rarely be found in someone else. One main reason why, in one way or another, i get u back to school when u wanna quit was Coz without you around, its different and like always felt sth was amiss. And i know if u never come back school, we wont be hanging around much thus i guess we'll lose a very good and caring sister and friend. Your laughter and never-ending stories has never failed to entertain the rest of us. Despite all your bad points, i guess your good ones really stands out alot, in my personal opinion. Thanks for the care and concern shown to those around me and our clique, even tho sometimes your temper gets to u. thanx for all da laughters and stories, the jokes and the smile u manage to put on everyone's face whenever ur around. Hope our friendship lasts =D

Have a good birthday! I wish u all the best of luck in everything u do. One year older, one year more mature, i hope. Growing old is compulsory, but growing up isnt. =D Happy birthday thyra! Love u sis =D

=)

2009-09-23T00:31:00.002+08:00

Not much update lately..past few days have been slacking alot. Spending time in reservist took me back and feels like old times..i really missed working there like when i was in NS. Ouhs Wells. Im torn between being single or going into an r/s. I know both has its advantages and disadvantages, but im not sure where i wanna go from here..Even tho this issue didnt really affect much of my mood but sometimes it feels weird when the thought came. Ive no problem going into an r/s but im not sure whether i should or not..hmmm....

YAY! YAY! YAY!

2009-09-21T11:36:00.002+08:00

Fasting month is finally over. Hari raya came, as usual, first day in the morning went mosque for prayers. Came back, had breakfast and off to the first house. Oh before that, like any other year, my sis and i ask for forgiveness from our parents. Surprisingly, i didnt breakdown and cry my ass off while asking for forgiveness..hmm..i guess i did much lesser sin to them this year.. LOL..

anyways, yea, so we chiong like 8-9 houses on the first day yesterday. I received a call from a close friend of mine around 8pm that there's free entry into Double O for the night before ten. So we went down just in time and had liquor before entering. The crowd isnt big, a pathetic 30-40 on da dancefloor, apparently, im the only malay guy in there i think. LOL. anyways, i dont give a shit bout da crowd and just went to da dancefloor and started dancing. WOO HOO.. Had a blast with my friends that night..'Somebody call 911...' & ' I gotta feeling.. wooo hooo'..2 major songs of the night..we went crazy

It seems like years, but yesterday was the first time i started drinking and clubbing again..and heck..im not stopping there.. ;D

Chionging out later again. It'll be a long day today..hmm..thyra's birthday coming..in a couple of days time. I hope they've a freaking good plan for her coz she deserves it. And hmm..someone came back into my life whom i expect not to. but im not complaining, i hope she accepts me for who i am and see how it goes from there. =P Good news for my bishan family..but who knows..maybe u all be getting a new sister-in-law sooner rather than later. gotta go.

NEWS! NEWS! NEWS!

2009-09-17T22:46:00.002+08:00

A bunch of updates and news came streaming down on my today. Mostly happy ones but some, still under consideration.

1. good news for my academic results (i shall say no more)
2. dad bought me a bigger much faster car, Toyota Wish. (dont ask me why, he's on a spending spree lately)
3. someone whom i loved da most finally got attached. Hopefully it'll work out. Cross my fingers for u dear =D.

Well, thats about it, but i miss my honda airwave. Its so sudden and only yesterday i found out they changing car and BANG! today get da new car already. =( And 2ndly, im a lil worried for my dear, its a lil too rush i felt. But i really do hope it will turn out good, and like i said, worse come to worse ill break his leg if he were to break ur heart ;D

thats that i guess..spending most of my holidays doing my reservist, slacking away in office doing much of nothing..ouhs wells..as long as i get paid. LOL. more updates soon..=D

=D

2009-09-17T01:22:00.003+08:00

Went to meet up with my sisters and brother after work today at tampines. Sok,thyra,van and sylvest..oh yea..wc joined up later. Walked around, slacked at coffee beans and went to eat supper. Always a joy meeting up with them =DD HAHA. full of laughters and jokes especially after WC joined us. LOL. and i got smacked on da butt by a girl first time in my life!!! and i didnt approve it at all..TAKE IT BACK!! TAKE IT BACK!! LOL. thanx hor. pfft..

anyways, got home and fetch my sister's friend back home, and i end up driving to van's house! MUAHAHAHA. asked her to look out her window in the end cannot see anything coz she's not wearing specs. COCK EYE! LOL. So yea, my last time using da car. Dad's surprising me with a new car tmr. i hope its a good one tho..=D